i hate myself more and more and more

i begin to hate myself more.



in fact, i totally detest myself. TOTALLY.




when my friends are busily doing their projects, guess what i m doing?


i'm lying on the bed just like a dead corpse!!!!!!!!!!!!! what else can i do? other than popping painkillers????????? oh yes, i have been out today! when others are busily doing their projects again, i m not contributing my part at all!!! and i m out!!!!! i m out at the polyclinic waiting for my time to be dead!


guess wad? i wasted 2.5 hours there and i m back ith only more painkillers.








i hate this scene more and more.

























i hate myself the most.








(ps. dear friends, if u read this post, dun care abt me ok. just let me die)